January 2009
8 posts
my life today.
slept in &missed morning classes. rode the subway with molly. went to lunch with her & matt & kim (hah! matt &kim!) &stephen. went to the bar. went to class. went to work. right now i have seven safari windows open. they are: facebook, myspace, this, america’s next top model application, real world eligibility requirements, the go-getter on some free movie website,...
epiphany.
just had it.
i've got nothing.
i keep trying to have an epiphany. it hasn’t happened yet but i’m getting closer.
i’m going to have a lot of free time this semester. i want to do something productive. something that will enhance my life. something to talk about.
i want to move to center city, immediately.
but look at how great moz looks!
for now we are young, let us sit in the sun &...
this is seriously incredible.
i do not exist out of context.
sometimes i think that maybe my life has consisted only of a series of lies that i’ve told to myself & convinced myself to believe. this may have been fine for awhile, but now that i’ve acknowledge this deception i feel sick to my stomach. i don’t know what’s real & what’s fake & i’m too much of a coward to try to make the distinction.
i do not...